I shot myself in the head.

Last night I shot myself in the head. I remember my last thoughts being a short apology to my mother and then, “oh well…” BOOM.

Then I woke up.

This got me thinking…
What if that’s how it really works? What if, when you kill yourself, you just wake up and life goes on. How horrible would that be? You could never die!

I can’t really imagine living for another two years; how could I live with such an unbearable pain? I’m not even in such a bad mood lately, I’m just unhappy.

The next time I kill myself, I just hope I don’t wake up.
-Tom Dandy

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Published:
January 24, 2007 / 3:14 pm
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Death, Dreams, guns, immortality, pain, sadness, suicide
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